@elena @mosu if you spun up yunohost 7 times this week you're not a newbie sysadmin. congrats on getting all this amazing experience!
also, after a while you notice your own creativity: all the fun ways in which you can throw various things at a stuborn software that doesn't want to do what you want.
you are amazing how you share this with the world so that they have more courage to use software where you can pop the hood and learn the internals of modern tech (floss). you must give yourself credit for this!