damn.
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damn. I'm honestly super depressed about this. I keep trying to sing pieces specifically written for contralto by the likes of Rossini and Verdi and they sound like shit on my voice, and people have been saying "well ur doing it wrong, italians dont know how to write for a deep female voice, u gotta look at the germans" well this is one of the most famous german-composed songs for contralto and um. look this was honestly my best shot. fuck. there really is nothing actually for my voice is there?
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damn. I'm honestly super depressed about this. I keep trying to sing pieces specifically written for contralto by the likes of Rossini and Verdi and they sound like shit on my voice, and people have been saying "well ur doing it wrong, italians dont know how to write for a deep female voice, u gotta look at the germans" well this is one of the most famous german-composed songs for contralto and um. look this was honestly my best shot. fuck. there really is nothing actually for my voice is there?
lol it doesn't sound terrible transposed a whole fucking fifth down
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lol it doesn't sound terrible transposed a whole fucking fifth down
I really really honestly thought this was gonna be the elusive "piece actually written for a woman that also doesn't sound like shit on my voice" but turns out the germans let me down too. well time to pin my unrealistic expectations on the russians, my last hope
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I really really honestly thought this was gonna be the elusive "piece actually written for a woman that also doesn't sound like shit on my voice" but turns out the germans let me down too. well time to pin my unrealistic expectations on the russians, my last hope
why do i have to have a deep voice it doesnt seem fair does it???
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why do i have to have a deep voice it doesnt seem fair does it???
look at handel, they said, handel knows how to treat a deep voiced woman, they said
im going to cry and/or just go back to my usual baritone bullshit
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look at handel, they said, handel knows how to treat a deep voiced woman, they said
im going to cry and/or just go back to my usual baritone bullshit
im in a state of existential dread about singing. i cannot find any professional singer with a voice like mine. i don't know what im supposed to sound like. i feel like im wasting my time. am i getting better? how would i even know?
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