@aeva the most salient moments of this are a few years in the past for me. you *do* get better. most things i find now are code that hasn't been "garbage collected"
@CiaraNi these are the best. A point in time and place that can trap me for hours, possibly forever. so I'm torn: lucky I wasn't there to get trapped, but also I love it when the universe does these things, it's a power-up for the soul.