at a certain point i lost the interest in making music - somewhere in my early 30's. the main reason for that was, i think, that i got to a point where everything was perfect - and then instantly questioned it. i guess i just got instantly bored by everything working out for me, and i changed everything. i picked a new field to work in (programming), i wanted to win in a place i had no connection to (videogames), just to start again and completely outdo myself in every discipline.