Question to everybody who joined the Fediverse in the past few days:
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Im a rule breaker who is an unspecified disruption to the learning environment and needs to be sectioned off to the people who know me…
Not inherently harmful… intentionally a little spicy…. But if Im not thinking about how I went without snap benefits for a week im unlikely to blow my stack in ways that make me look like a jackass who looks for fights since people oh so wanted this really long shutdown and I was so very angry I was made to suffer for ungrateful people.
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Not inherently harmful… intentionally a little spicy…. But if Im not thinking about how I went without snap benefits for a week im unlikely to blow my stack in ways that make me look like a jackass who looks for fights since people oh so wanted this really long shutdown and I was so very angry I was made to suffer for ungrateful people.
I think “I want to haunt all these assholes”
Because they made me beg. And I feel angry for being exposed to those opinions… I hated the feeling of being a sacrifice to those who wont appreciate my sacrifice…
Its a powder keg. And I WAS FEELING STEAMING LAVA. And yet… still wouldnt call someone more than jackass.
I hope I can do better to just not see it this time. My feelings and sense of safety and support felt violated… and I wanted to hit back.
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I think “I want to haunt all these assholes”
Because they made me beg. And I feel angry for being exposed to those opinions… I hated the feeling of being a sacrifice to those who wont appreciate my sacrifice…
Its a powder keg. And I WAS FEELING STEAMING LAVA. And yet… still wouldnt call someone more than jackass.
I hope I can do better to just not see it this time. My feelings and sense of safety and support felt violated… and I wanted to hit back.
I expected people to be more empathetic and understanding than they were. All I got was “no excuse!”
Yet they excuse actual crimes when hungry. Eff em.
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I expected people to be more empathetic and understanding than they were. All I got was “no excuse!”
Yet they excuse actual crimes when hungry. Eff em.
I was too frustrated on that site with very few people who actually understood what I was living like for the last 6 years…. Yet speaking to it….
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I was too frustrated on that site with very few people who actually understood what I was living like for the last 6 years…. Yet speaking to it….
I feel like I try very hard… and I want to be honest about myself and my issues… I think wanting to live causes more fights than wanting to die.
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I feel like I try very hard… and I want to be honest about myself and my issues… I think wanting to live causes more fights than wanting to die.
I dont want to think im more sinister when I want to live but… its possible…
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I dont want to think im more sinister when I want to live but… its possible…
I’ve never dealt with feelings of wanting to live before very recently…. So its hard I think. Basically… you got less to be mad about if you dont wanna live anyway… lot easier to not fight when you dont care if you live or die. Buncha stuff like that. This is the first year since I was 8.
All im saying is… be clear about rules. Message when Im breaking. I will course correct. But if a topic is toxic… easier if I can practice avoidance…
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And now a question for everybody.
(so those who are not new don't feel excluded and so you get notified when the poll above is closed even if you didn't vote)What is your main reason to be in the Fediverse?
(even though I say 'main' you can select multiple answers)#poll #fediverse #FediverseMeta #DigitalRights #DigitalIndependence #AskFedi
@PaulaToThePeople Been on here for a while, definitely a combo of decentralization/free software/etc. and the general good vibes!
We're furry, therians, and plural. (which we only found out after joining here!) Any ONE of those things would get us harassed in uh, a lot of places on the internet. Probably even most. Not here though.
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@PaulaToThePeople Been on here for a while, definitely a combo of decentralization/free software/etc. and the general good vibes!
We're furry, therians, and plural. (which we only found out after joining here!) Any ONE of those things would get us harassed in uh, a lot of places on the internet. Probably even most. Not here though.
@PaulaToThePeople I was always skeptical of the entire "social media" concept.
Turns out it's not so bad when it's decentralized and run by actual people, for actual people. :3
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And now a question for everybody.
(so those who are not new don't feel excluded and so you get notified when the poll above is closed even if you didn't vote)What is your main reason to be in the Fediverse?
(even though I say 'main' you can select multiple answers)#poll #fediverse #FediverseMeta #DigitalRights #DigitalIndependence #AskFedi
@PaulaToThePeople I chose two options for different reasons (sorry).
The reason I tried fedi was escaping arseholes.
The reason I stayed was good vibes.
If I'd known about fedi earlier - I moved in early 2022 - I would have dived in right away, I'm so much happier here.
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