So I was in the hospital visiting my mother.
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So I was in the hospital visiting my mother. But this isn't about that.
Sometimes I see women, less so men, that make me think I definitely got a bad genetic roll. As in am I even a human compared to that god/goddess.
I mean, like, unfair, right?
So, the door to my mother's hospital room opens and in comes this nurse...
My goodness!!!
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So I was in the hospital visiting my mother. But this isn't about that.
Sometimes I see women, less so men, that make me think I definitely got a bad genetic roll. As in am I even a human compared to that god/goddess.
I mean, like, unfair, right?
So, the door to my mother's hospital room opens and in comes this nurse...
My goodness!!!
Imagine the Caribbean Latina version of Eva Green and you are only halfway there.
For sure, this nurse saw my jaw drop. Stunning. And I immediately thought, "what the fuck is this woman doing in my mother's room? why isn't she out there pursuing an acting career? she's a goddam angel!"
Then I thought, "Why do people like this have to exists? It's unfair to be so ugly!"
And my brain got stuck, "Unfair, unfair, unfair!"
But then...
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Imagine the Caribbean Latina version of Eva Green and you are only halfway there.
For sure, this nurse saw my jaw drop. Stunning. And I immediately thought, "what the fuck is this woman doing in my mother's room? why isn't she out there pursuing an acting career? she's a goddam angel!"
Then I thought, "Why do people like this have to exists? It's unfair to be so ugly!"
And my brain got stuck, "Unfair, unfair, unfair!"
But then...
The nurse spoke to my moms...
LOL
That broke the spell. You know that involuntary whincing when you see a bad car crash? yeah, the sound of the nurse's voice made me do that.
I thought, "Oh, ok, I'm sorry I judged this situation too early and too harshly. Phew"
And I know, I know, it's bad and I shouldn't compare, or judge, but I felt a bit better that the nurse's voice was like a rake being dragged over cinder blocks.
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The nurse spoke to my moms...
LOL
That broke the spell. You know that involuntary whincing when you see a bad car crash? yeah, the sound of the nurse's voice made me do that.
I thought, "Oh, ok, I'm sorry I judged this situation too early and too harshly. Phew"
And I know, I know, it's bad and I shouldn't compare, or judge, but I felt a bit better that the nurse's voice was like a rake being dragged over cinder blocks.
@afreytes I'm pretty sure it kinda sucks being unbelievably beautiful. You're seen as more of an artwork than a person, so you're much less likely for your opinion to be taken seriously. You can't go anywhere without being noticed, there's no such thing as anonymity, and a significant amount of that attention is the bad kind. I think being a 7/10 is best, you *can* put a bit of effort in to look fantastically beautiful, but you can also dress down and become invisible.
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The nurse spoke to my moms...
LOL
That broke the spell. You know that involuntary whincing when you see a bad car crash? yeah, the sound of the nurse's voice made me do that.
I thought, "Oh, ok, I'm sorry I judged this situation too early and too harshly. Phew"
And I know, I know, it's bad and I shouldn't compare, or judge, but I felt a bit better that the nurse's voice was like a rake being dragged over cinder blocks.
@afreytes I feel like there's stories of silent movie stars like this. Lost their careers when talkies started and their voice didn't match
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The nurse spoke to my moms...
LOL
That broke the spell. You know that involuntary whincing when you see a bad car crash? yeah, the sound of the nurse's voice made me do that.
I thought, "Oh, ok, I'm sorry I judged this situation too early and too harshly. Phew"
And I know, I know, it's bad and I shouldn't compare, or judge, but I felt a bit better that the nurse's voice was like a rake being dragged over cinder blocks.