@ruby0x1 however, that is orthogonal to me simply trying an engine.
Similarly, I've "tried" unreal engine, because my work continues to pay me lots of money to work on unreal games, which in a way is another form of peer pressure. I've considered giving it a try for some small personal projects on the theory that it might be beneficial to broaden my holistic knowledge of the engine beyond what my day to day work calls for, but so far I've decided that my work/life separation is more important.